Nevermind

I am so silly.


Gosh!

I really know how to over react.

Something wasn't right, and I knew it.


I went to the temple.


The sun has set, but the mountains are outlined with a beautiful pale blue.

The wind blows in gust, growing in strength.


When I went to the temple, the Lord kept with me.


I am so silly!


I was being way too dramatic about the whole love thing.


It's like what Mom said, he may not be the one I will fall in love with, but he did show me what real love is like.


It is a hand slipping into someone elses.

It is the comforting smile that makes me breathe for the first time in so long.

It is the pleasant conversation who is open to understand.


He may not be the one I will marry, but that doesn't matter.

For the second time he's shown me something I couldn't see.

I wanted so bad to know if I would marry him.

Why do I always ask those questions?


It doesn't matter.


All that matters is that he has shown me what love is.


And maybe it'll work out...


And maybe it won't...


I don't know if I evem want it to...





But I know now that it's okay if it doesn't